Wednesday, January 13, 2010
i've became an asshole once more...
Wednesday, December 16, 2009
back from camp and i'm all ready for chirstmas!!haha actually not really,but yeah :Phaha camp was awesome!!!we had spiritual input,games and slumber party!!!heehee,i had to put on make up on one of these games,wait i mean everyone!haha and man,i look pretty!!! =D haha anyways,it kinda sucked at first cause i was suppose to be in the same group with dumdum,but we got seperated by an arrow :( grr...haha still had fun in camp though =) ok these few days words just dun come into my mind,so this is it lol
Saturday, November 28, 2009
FRIDAY!i went bowling with ben,emanuel,basil and audrey!haha we had lots of fun and had burger kings!!!:) hehe i saw cheryl ang there too!we were at marina squares' superbowl!^^ hehe i wanna bowl again!so fun! :)
ok today was SUPERB!!!hehe
we went to sentosa as a grp!swam,build sandcastle and stuff!!haha but the sad part was that i didn't manage to stay throughout the whole thing...had something on from a period of time..haha but it was still fun anyways :) i hope that my dumdum would be fine...worried for her health and family health!!send her home today :) hope that her problems will soon be settled so that she can really enjoy her holidays ^^ hehe i'll be praying for u dumdum!i will always be here too :)
Thursday, November 26, 2009
hehe I LOVE DUMDUM!!! :) feel so happy when i am with her..haha i guess nth can replace that feeling even when i'm out with my best friends! :P i'll definitely wait for her because somewhere deep down inside,i know that she's the one that i've been looking for ^^ hehe :Pdying of boredom at home though :/ haha can't wait to see her in her dress!!!can't wait for saturday,can't wait for my holiday to really begin..hehe i just can't wait for everything to happen!!! :) oh and nad,take it easy on urself k?haha being in ur position is tough,but i've been there and done that,there's no problem bigger than this tiny ball we're living in! all the way girl! :) hehe
Sunday, November 1, 2009
picking up the pieces...
11.41pm...the last msg i send to...haha dunno why,i feel hurt...it could have been my fault...oh wells,i feel really lost and confused now...gotta focus on my studies though...i guess its the only promise that i can fufil to her for now...(:Labels: i really do like you...these days are going to be unbearable :(
MIND MADE UP!!!!
gonna study this coming 2 weeks,gonna pass my maths and science papers.it sucks to be studying when ppl are actually enjoying their hols...well i guess its a punishment for not studying when i should...hahappl i dun wanna disappoint! :Angelica,Ben's family,my family,my father,my teachers,my friends and actually...EVERYONE!!!pls do help me in anyways if u can ^^ haha not gonna come online for 2 whole weeks so this will be my last post until i get my results :)
i kinda feel lost in my emotions now as i really dunno whats going on in her mind...she seems to be sad or annoyed in a certain manner which i can't tell why!she doesn't say anything anymore..we use to share everything and help each other...but now it seems so distant as we get to know each other more...the more we dun wanna hurt each other,the more we hurt them without us knowing...sigh...wish that everything was like in the past now :/
sry nadd,been not able to post until today...hehe =x
Friday, October 16, 2009
played 3 matches today..first match,i played for 5 mins and was injured =( second match,didn't play to my fullest either cause of my leg... third match,i scored 1!haha first goal in a friendly match with ppl we dunno =) was really happy but tired at the same time =)the night suddenly seems so quiet..i wonder if its good or bad =p feeling down all of a sudden...i'm afraid that i might loss someone special again...wonder if i would be even more hurt it that happens...i want to tell somebody about all these going on inside me...but its just so hard to find a trustworthy listening ear that will or might just understand how i'm feeling...if anyone reads this and want to lend a ear,please do!i feel so torn and worn out alrdy...
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