Wednesday, July 15, 2009
long long time ago...

its been a really long time since i've posted anything...well here is what happened.

last week,i went for a soccer match.a church one.ok so it was first mpm vs excess...we lose 3-1.sadly theo's goal didn't counted as 1 if not it'll be 3-2 lorh!stupid referee...cork eyed.ok skip skip skip.
at the last match against COL.blood was drawn...clement dribbled pass our defenders and i was the keeper.he attempted a shot and i defended.sadly,that caused me to have a cut on my lip...its still healing but i am still afraid of an infection...X(...
alright on sunday,guess what...I GOT MY NEW PHONE!!!like finally la 2yrs and 6months...haha dam happy now i can do so much more things with it!hehe but i still need to get back all the contacts that i've lost...its ok though=)
alright i have nothing much to say but there is one thing that i bothering the shit out of me.i want to make a decision for myself but i can't...i want to go and join SQ's team...but i can't...so many boundaries in life...when can i ever do i what i really want and it'll never be too late!?pissed off...confused...guideless...

Labels: WHAT DO I DO

Wednesday, July 8, 2009
Heart breaking moments of glass!!!

today i kinda started my day badly...

ok so...i woke up quite late but managed to catch a bus to school.got there on time and the bell rang with everyone still slacking their way back...so after everything i mean the anthem or yada yada yada right? Ms Chong suddenly say:ok i am going to change ur sitting arrangement. everyone disliked that idea because we've been sitting at that exact same position for a year and counting!how can u say change then change!?
ok but everyone still did as told.she asked if anyone want to volunteer to sit at the back as some of them couldn't see from the their seats.so i said me and she totally ignored me!everyone got their desired places and all i wanted to do was switch place with the fella sitting behind me!!!she didn't had to scold me and show me attitude lorh.then when i show her attitude,she not happy.scold me indirectly...
sigh...no more scoldings!!!ok so i went to play soccer with SQ and friends.met at the "big thing" to play.we played against E3 and trashed them real good!haha Jake was a total idiot!leaving himself so open for the defenders to tackle him.but he is an asshole...always coming to me saying what isabelle....but its ok we trashed them and i'm happy.alright so the after events of that i dun really wanna say because i can't really remember lol
alright byes!!! Ima_simple_boy xD

Labels: pieces of memories shattered on the floor...

Wednesday, July 1, 2009
long long post...

haha ok this is for nadd and adam who both kept pestering me to update my blog.and well i agree with them =P
alright my ATC really sucked.basically i was sick on the actual day that i was suppose to go together with my squadmates.so i went on another day together with sharizal,jamerson and delson.the four of us with 2 other SNCOs:Zhang Lin and Han Jie.i thank them for coming with us.
ok so it was the first day of atc...BORING sia my group like dam dead...i tried to keep them alive but they just stone there like real statues....sad sia...ok then i came out with the stupid grp name and cheer at the same time cause no one tried...hmm...i liked the campfire as we danced and sing to the rythem of our lifes!haha this might sound really deep in but thats me!
ok so on the second day it was as boring as the first day cause we went out to sea and i learnt one thing!haha we had sea rafting so i had to tie knots and build my own raft together with my team...only like 4 people were working together to get the raft up and done with...the other 6 just stood there watching us do...ty zack,yvonne and hillary for trying xD haha wanted to get their numebrs but i forgotten =X
ok so no more boring atc...relieved...haha.alright SQ asked me if i wanna join a soccer team which has trainings on sats from 3-6pm...i really want to join but i can't as i have MPM to go to at that time.i tried to talk my mother into it but still...sad face...sigh i really wanna go but oh wells...i'm just living in an unattainable dream...T-T
ok i really wanna go out with this particular person and i just wanna tell that person how i feel...
btw thanks NADD for helping me update lol and that dumb photo of me just ain't me now...=)

Labels: hopes and wishes flying in the air...